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Saturday, May 18, 2019

Girls of Yellow by Orest Stelmach




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Mystery,
Thriller
Elise
De Jong/Sami Ali Book 1
Publisher:
Penwood
Published:
May 2018

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Imagine
a world where modern governments failed their citizens and long-simmering
conflicts escalated into global war. Imagine if its survivors migrated toward
those who share the same faith. Imagine the continents are ruled by religions.

When
the mysterious death of a teenage girl triggers memories of a similar childhood
event, police Detective Sami Ali becomes consumed with solving her murder.
Persecuted by the shame of his past, Ali will stop at nothing to find the
killer, even if his investigation puts his wife and daughter at risk.

As
he follows the clues, Ali collides with another lost soul - a foreign spy.
Elise De Jong's official mission in Eurabia involves the acquisition of a
priceless item that could shift the balance of power among the theocracies. But
she also has a personal objective - to find her last living relative, the
little sister whom she hasn't seen since her birth.

To
succeed in their missions, Elise and Ali must find common ground despite their
religious differences, for they can depend only on each other.




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Excerpt



Major
Sami Ali knew he’d been assigned the dhimmi’s murder because he was the worst
detective on the Budapest police force. And he understood exactly what his boss
expected him to do – use minimal departmental resources to conduct a basic
investigation, find no evidence of religious cleansing, and bury the case.

Ali
knew such a weak effort rendered him a fraud and he didn’t care. Pride didn’t
pay his daughter’s tuition. His job was to follow orders and provide for his
family. Also, his father had made him take an oath as a child to hate
Christians and Jews for the rest of his life. He didn’t give a damn about the
dhimmis.

The
body had been found at the Matthias Catholic Church, one of only three
remaining Christian churches in the section of the city known as Dhimmi Town.
Gothic  spires decorated with gargoyles
towered above a diamond-patterned roof, green and brown ceramic tiles
glittering in the sun. Ismael, the crime scene technician, was kneeling beside
the corpse near the altar when Ali arrived inside. His friend reminded Ali of a
mongoose – unassuming at first glance, but pity the snake who dared to test his
mettle.

“First
comes Saturday,” Ismael said.

“Then
comes Sunday,” Ali said.

The
salutation had originated in the Middle East during the early twentieth
century, long before the third world war, the collapse of governments and
economies, and the migration of survivors toward people who shared the same
faith.

First
we’ll take care of the Jews, who pray on Saturday, and then we’ll take care of
the Christians, who pray on Sunday.

The
old prophecy had been fulfilled in Arabia. Then, after Muslims flooded Europe,
Sharia law had been enacted throughout the continent. Only the dhimmis
prevented the prophecy from being true in what was now known as Eurabia, too.

And
now there were one fewer dhimmis.

Ali
couldn’t see the corpse. Ismael was hovering over it, blocking his view.

“What
are we celebrating?” Ali said.

“Death
by strangulation,” Ismael said.

“What?
No machete?”

“No
blood. He strangled her with his hands.”

“No
blood. You’ve got to be kidding … Wait. Did you say her?”

“Bruising
on both sides of the neck but no actual prints. He must have worn gloves.”

“Signs
of struggle?” Ali said.

“None
that I can see.”

Ismael
stepped back to reveal a girl’s corpse, a lithe figure with hair the color of
sun-drenched wheat. “Look, A. She can’t be more than fourteen or fifteen.”

“Ish,”
Ali said. The first syllable of his friend’s name was the only sound he could
muster because the sight of the girl had taken him to the place he hoped to
never revisit.

“What
a waste,” Ismael said.

Ali’s
childhood memories were secured in an impenetrable vault protected by imaginary
barbed wire, steel walls, and padlocks. Whenever something or someone prodded
the vault, its protective devices tightened. This time, however, its defenses
disintegrated and the locks sprang open. Out streamed the vision he loathed so
much it made him long for sudden death.

It
was all in the past, Ali tried to tell himself, but no one could detect a lie
more easily than a cop, even a lousy one. A similar-looking girl was lying
before him. And she, too, was dead.

“The
eyes,” Ismael said. He reached over and lifted the dead girl’s eyelids.  “You see the eyes?”

They
looked like aquamarine jewels.

Of
course Ali had noticed the eyes, as surely as he’d noticed the girl’s oval
face, alabaster skin, and golden locks. It wasn’t their beauty that shocked Ali
and Ismael, but rather their presence in their sockets, because the typical
religious cleansing involved their removal. Lower your head – submit to Islam –
lest your eyes be snatched.

Ismael
nodded for Ali to come closer, then glanced in both directions to make sure the
other two technicians taking pictures of the church interior couldn’t hear him.

“She
wasn’t killed here,” Ismael said. “She was brought here after the fact.”

“How
can you be sure?”

Ismail
lowered his voice further. “Because there was a witness.”

Ali
lost his breath. “A witness?” There were never any witnesses in Dhimmi Town, at
least none brave or stupid enough to come forward.

“The
caretaker who called it in. He was here when the killer brought in the body.
Point of entry, front door. Point of exit, front door.

“He
saw the killer?”

“He
was taken to headquarters to give his statement and for his own protection. But
I don’t think it’s his protection your boss will be worried about. Especially
not with the world leaders in town for that conference. Think about it. The
heads of all four kingdoms – the Buddhists, Hindus, Christians and us – all in
the same place. Can’t have religious cleansing when the religions are trying to
find a way to get along, can you?”

Ali
heard the question and understood Ismael’s point. His boss wanted the case buried
quickly. But that mattered less to Ali than Ismael’s previous implication, that
the higher-ups would do everything necessary to make sure the witness was
silenced. To Ali’s own amazement, something compelled him right there and then
to do everything in his power to make sure the witness was heard.

But
was he too late?

Ali
told Ismael he’d be in touch and rushed out of the church.  As he ran toward his car, the call to prayer
sounded. It was the second such call of the day which meant it was just past
noon. The sound of the Muezzin’s mellifluous voice always slowed Ali’s pulse,
drained him of angst and sorrow, and lifted his spirits. The thought of not
stopping whatever he was doing to contemplate the substance of his Islamic
beliefs five times a day was unthinkable.

Yet
that’s exactly what he considered doing the moment the initial call sounded.
The image of the dead girl from his youth gripped him so tightly that he wanted
– no, he needed  – to begin a thorough
investigation of this girl’s murder immediately. One death bore no relation to
the other. More than twenty-five years had past since the first girl had died.
The victims merely resembled each other.

Ali
realized this but it made no difference to him. To say that he’d failed the
first girl was a gross understatement. He couldn’t contemplate repeating the
mistake. Did he even have the skills to solve a murder? Ali wasn’t sure
himself. The other cops called him the Dhimmi Lover precisely because he had no
love for them. It was a joke well-known throughout the force. What would they
say if the worst detective in Eurabia started acting like a real police? The
Dhimmi Lover actually trying to solve the murder of a dhimmi? They’d all get a
laugh out of that one.

When
the second call came for prayer to begin, Ali didn’t stop to face Mecca.
Instead, he climbed in his car, hammered the gas pedal and raced toward the
station. Never before had he thought of the streets of Dhimmi Town as his own.
Who in his right mind would want them?

But
they were his, he realized, whether he liked them or not, just as surely as he
was among the few Muslims not prostrating themselves before Allah in the
capital city of the central region of the Eurabian Caliphate.

Ali
hoped like hell no one recognized him behind the wheel.

 

About
the Author



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Orest
Stelmach is a mystery and thriller writer and the author of the Nadia Tesla
series. His novels have been Kindle #1 bestsellers, optioned for film
development, and translated into numerous foreign languages. Prior to becoming
a full-time writer, Orest was an institutional investment portfolio manager for
twenty-five years. He is a graduate of Dartmouth College and the University of
Chicago Booth School of Business.



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Just As I Am by Mandi Blake

Title: Just As I Am
Series: Unfailing Love Book One
Author: Mandi Blake
Genre: Sweet Romance
Release Date: May 17, 2019






Adeline Rhodes has spent years locked away in a New Orleans apartment controlled by her criminal boyfriend. After a daring escape, she realizes just how far she has grown from the things in which she once believed.



Declan King has lived a life of solitude and duty for the U.S. Army. When the deaths of his grandparents bring him home to his family farm, he is forced into contact with people who know too much about his past to simply leave him alone. 

When Adeline’s past catches up to her, the two strangers find themselves thrust into a fake relationship to protect Adeline from her vengeful ex. As their chance meeting begins a journey that heals old wounds, they struggle to stay ahead of the danger and deny their growing attraction to each other. 

Declan will do anything to protect her, and failure isn’t an option when Adeline’s life is on the line.









Mandi Blake was born and raised in Alabama where she lives with her husband and daughter, but her southern heart loves to travel. Reading has been her favorite hobby for as long as she can remember, but writing is her passion. She loves a good happily ever after in her sweet Christian romance books and loves to see her characters’ relationships grow closer to God and each other. 





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Friday, May 17, 2019

SHRAPNEL IN THE SAN FERNANDO VALLEY by Carol Es


SHRAPNEL IN THE SAN FERNANDO VALLEY  by Carol Es, Memoir, 232 pp.


Title: SHRAPNEL IN THE SAN FERNANDO VALLEY

Author: Carol Es

Publisher: Desert Dog Books

Pages: 356

Genre: Memoir/Biography
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Shrapnel in the San Fernando Valley is a guided tour through
a Tilt-A-Whirl life that takes so many turns that you may find yourself
looking up from the pages and wondering how the hell one person managed
to fit them all into 40-odd years. And many of them are odd years
indeed. From a rootless, abusive childhood and mental illness through
serious and successful careers in music and art, much of which were
achieved while being involved in a notoriously destructive mind-control
cult. Carol Es presents her story straight up. No padding, no parachute,
no dancing around the hard stuff. Through the darkness, she somehow
finds a glimmer of light by looking the big bad wolf straight in the
eye, and it is liberating. When you dare to deal with truth, you are
free. Free to find the humor that is just underneath everything and the
joy that comes with taking the bumpy ride.




Illustrated with original sketches throughout, Shrapnel in the San Fernando Valley
is not just another survivor’s tale, it’s a creative perspective
through moments of vulnerability where the most raw and intimate
revelations are laid bare. As an artist and a woman finding self-worth,
it’s truly a courageous, relatable story that will keep you engaged to
the very end.

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Too bad I’d
just finished restoring my 1970, racing-green Volkswagen Karmann Ghia to its
original, stock condition, because that car accident I wasn’t a little
fender-bender. I was knocked unconscious, and the car was totaled. It looked
like an accordion. You can’t drive an accordion. Since it wasn’t my fault, at
least I got a decent settlement. But I don’t think I cared about having a big
wad of money, or even mustering the wherewithal to set myself free of the shoe
garden. Aric was gone and losing him made my heart ache like nothing I’d ever
felt before. I was in pain every which way.
The days floated through me, and I through them; seemingly moving in slow
motion, or in every other frame of a motion picture. Some other me found an
apartment in Van Nuys—a two-bedroom, mid-century triplex on Tilden
Avenue. I had enough money to live there without
working for months, and eventually to furnish it. These are things I’d normally
be happy about, but I felt nothing. Isolated, I crept about the empty apartment
like a ghost, passed through Jell-O walls, west of Woodman.
While the apartment came to me on the cheap, the money would run out
eventually. The place formerly belonged to Royce, the guitar player of my band
at the time. He moved to the apartment underneath, and the landlord let me in
on the same low rent. We rehearsed in one of the garages that came with our
apartments. A sweet deal. Our bass player, Camacho, used to jam with my brother.
Royce and Camacho were both special and skilled musicians, and especially
original. Our band, The Column, had its own sound, southwest-funk, or a “swampy
R&B.” Our music motivated me to stop drinking for a while.
When I had to start working again, I found a job at Moorpark Pharmacy in Studio
City, a family-owned business. I
worked behind the film counter selling greeting cards and knickknacks. The
location brought regular celebrities in, and I had a little rapport with
Natalie Cole, Billy Barty, and a couple others. I used to play a game with the
stocking guys and guess what types of medications different customers were
picking up. We’d goof around as much as possible. It wasn’t a job with much
potential, but that was okay with me. I enjoyed it. I only wanted to stay away
from my parents and stop working for my dad, if possible. That was difficult.
He paid under the table. Always a dangling cash carrot. If I really wanted to
build a life away from them, I had to work elsewhere for less money.
The pharmacy didn’t pay great. I needed to find a roommate for the other
bedroom, a good match came in my drummer friend Thad. It was Thad, along with
his girlfriend, Tanya, who really helped me make the difficult break from
Raven, before I moved back to my parents’ house. Tanya, in particular, tried
pulling me back on lines into the org. Though I had a bad taste in my mouth
since the auditing I’d done with Vicky at the Advanced Org—considering how grim
things were for me at the time—taking Scientology courses to improve my life
was not off the table for me anymore.
Thad, my drummer brother from another mother, was a perfect fit for the Tilden
Avenue place. He had to leave CC anyway; it was
time for the big renovation there. Everybody out! The timing couldn’t have been
better. We’d stay up and talk drums for hours. I always loved that he respected
me as a musician, not simply Raven’s protégé. Tanya came over on the weekends.
She was sweet, and someone to whom I could relate. The two seemed happy
together. Both of them were raised in a Scientology family like many other
young Scientologists that Vicky introduced me to. Once those two became more
prevalent in my life, so did more Scientologists: Tanya’s group of friends and
Thad’s musician friends, etc. They all seemed to have their shit together.
Their families too. They seemed sane compared to my family, though anyone’s
would. The desire to better oneself began to rub off on me, and there was no
doubt I needed and wanted control over my life. Haunted by death and failed relationships,
losing my brother to drug addiction, a job with no true future, I started
gravitating back to the idea of officially practicing Scientology. Maybe it
would help.
The transition began with Tanya becoming my FSM (Field Staff Member).
These are Scientologists who try to get new or fallen people into the Church
and onto their next service. They are akin to sponsors, only they get a 10
percent commission on everything you do in Scientology for the rest of your
days. I do not believe Tanya’s purpose was financially motivated, but what do I
know? She seemed to care. She came over after work nearly every day, and we
used Scientology books and techniques. We mostly used the Ethics Book. Of all
of them, it has the most tangible and applicable exercises. Working with her, I
climbed out of a dark place and gained some self-respect. I saw that being an
enemy to myself wasn’t getting me anywhere. The information in this book
actually helped me, and it would later become my go-to book for solving just
about every problem I had.
During the first couple of months we hung out, Tanya also brought with
her the Scientology community newspaper, Needs
and Wants.
It mostly listed classifieds, and she encouraged me to find a
better job. In fact, she sort of pointed out that I might have been
contributing to the country’s drug consumption problem by working at a
pharmacy, which distributes sinful psychiatric drugs. This set off alarms in my
mind. Not because it sounded like her views were kooky, but because I believed that psychiatric drugs were bad. By then, I blamed psychiatry and
the pharmaceutical companies for ruining my mother and taking her from my
childhood. I also blamed them for the underlying cause of Mike’s drug problems,
since he’d been given Ritalin as a child. I’d read in one of the Scientology
magazines (Advance!, Celebrity,
Freewinds, Impact,
etc.) that drug addiction and having been prescribed
Ritalin were related. I blamed any and all of these medications for most of the
world’s evils.
Hubbard felt that people with “psych” histories were ruined beyond
repair. While you train to be an auditor, you view scores of technical films,
most of which are propaganda about how dangerous psychiatry is: 1950s-style
reenactments of crazy, high-voltage, electroshock treatments performed on
patients screaming for their lives. Time and time again I saw people
over-drugged and drooling in dirty gutters, lobotomies performed with ice
picks, and illustrations of inhuman practices used in the beginnings of
psychiatry by uneducated “doctors” who didn’t know what they were doing. This
would scare the shit out of anyone. These films make the whole psychiatric
field look barbaric.
According to Hubbard, and Scientologists worldwide, psychiatrists are
wicked beings who have been trying to ruin thetans for trillions of years. Most of the Scientology community are terrified
of psychiatry on a very visceral level. They’re portrayed with the power of
darkness equal to that of the Devil himself. I was petrified of being in a room
with even a social worker, because they train in the world of psychology, which
is essentially the same thing. I didn’t want to be affiliated to it in any way
and definitely didn’t want to contribute to it. In my mind, I had to quit my
pharmacy job immediately.
As Tanya kept bringing me different issues of Needs and Wants, I saw an ad that stood out every time I came
across it. Save people’s lives! Help them
recover from drugs and alcohol.
These words really appealed to me. I
thought, If I can’t get my own brother
off drugs, maybe I can get a hundred other people off them.
I wanted to
feel useful and have a purpose, as I’d always felt useless. After some thought, mixed with a dash of desperation, I
called the Narconon Rehabilitation
Center.









 






Self-taught artist, writer and musician, Carol Es is known primarily
for creating personal narratives within a wide spectrum of media. A
native Los Angelina, she often uses past experience as fuel for her
subject matter.  Writing on art, her articles have appeared in Huffington Post, Whitehot Magazine, and Coagula Art Journal; her prose published with small presses — Bottle of Smoke Press, Islands Fold, and Chance Press among
them. Additionally, she makes handmade Artist’s books which have been
acquired for such collections as the Getty and the National Museum of
Women in the Arts.




Carol is a two-time recipient of the ARC Grant from the Durfee
Foundation, the Pollock-Krasner, and a Wynn Newhouse Award for her art.
She’s also earned grants from Asylum Arts and the National Arts and
Disability Center/California Arts Council for writing. In 2019, she won
the Bruce Geller Memorial Prize (WORD Grant) from the American Jewish
University.




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Interview with Carol Es

How did you come up with name of this book?

A lot of people are asking that. The answer is rather heavy.

I grew up in various neighborhoods in Los Angeles—particularly in the San Fernando Valley. Before I reached the age of 10, my family had already moved 15 times. Throughout those years, I had been verbally and mentally abused, sexually molested, and raped by various people. By age 14, I knew I needed to get out of my house and find my own way. Looking back, I’d been in a constant fight—a losing battle—blast after blast, one trauma to the next, leaving pieces of my innocence, my childhood, dignity, hope and optimism like the residual, or shrapnel, from the explosions that they were, still disintegrating throughout the city of Los Angeles.

Do you read yourself and if so what is your favorite genre?

Yes. I’d say I like memoir or autobiographical fiction the most.

Do you prefer to write in silence or with noise? Why?

I actually need it to be pretty silent. The older I get, the more I seem to need this, as I have a harder time concentrating. I guess my brain has seen its better days.

What do you feel you can accomplish with this book?

I honestly did not write this book for the purpose of accomplishing anything. I wrote it because I had to and decided to publish it after the fact. I originally wanted to write it as fiction. At that time, I had no issue in publishing it. Once I decided it was going to be nonfiction, I went back and forth on it for years. But if I didn’t make it nonfiction, I felt it was chickenshit. I needed to expose certain injustices.

In any case, I do hope it will resonate with people, especially those that have gone through similar experiences and help them feel supported and not so alone. I have a lot of references in the back of my book and hope that will be of some use.

What is your next project?

I’d like to keep working on a group of short stories which I’ve been tinkering with for god knows how long. Once I feel good about them, I hope to publish the collection into one book. I may also start working on a new short film.







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Howl and Growl by Cloe Cullen


Howl
and Growl
Howl
and Growl Book 1
by
Cloe Cullen


Genre:
Paranormal Romance 

Can
forbidden love find a way?


Amara:
I
can’t believe this big arrogant wolf has ventured into Pride
territory.
How
dare he? Why is he here?
He
crossed paths with the wrong Cougar.
Even
if he is all kinds of sexy in human form.
I
wanted to kill him…
now
I want to love him.

Darius:
Whoa!
A cougar pounced on me from a tree branch.
No
female has ever fought me before.
She
can’t beat me, but I sure am enjoying this fight.
Then
she turned into a beautiful naked woman.
It
is forbidden to mate with a Cat, but…
I
will have this feisty Cougar even if it means losing my life.

Can
Pack and Pride fight together against the coming Vampire attack?






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Howl
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Howl
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Is
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Nyssa:
Just
because this sexy overgrown fuzzy Bear saved my life doesn’t mean
he can kidnap me.
Were-Bears
don’t exist.
He
can’t just keep me in his cave forever.
I
must find a way to escape…
even
if I don’t want to.

Jorah:
Watching
the cougar fight was fun, but then one turned into an injured
beautiful blonde naked woman.
On
instinct, I shifted into Bear and raced down the mountain to save
her.
If
I let her go, the Clan will kill her.
She
seems to hate me.
I
can’t believe I captured an actual mythical wolf shifter.
I
want her.
I
must find a way to be with this spirited nymph-like creature.

Will
the Bear Clan fight with the Pack against the Vampires who almost
wiped them out?










Howl
and Bite
Howl
and Growl Book 3

Can
their love save each other against the ruthless Vampire
Lords?


Bronwen:
I
must make this hot, luscious Wolf love me.
Since
I became the thirteenth Vampire Lord there is nothing to stop us from
being together.
But
if I fight with the Wolf Pack, Cat Pride and Bear Clan, will the
Vampires destroy us all?
If
we win, will Remus let me bite him?

Remus:
Can
I finally let myself love this sultry, passionate Vampire?
I’ve
denied my feeling for her for so long.
If
we can get the Vampires to sign a treaty to protect the Pack, then
maybe we can work on our future together. But if not, then we go to
war.
If
we win, will I let Bronwen bite me?

Can
the Blackwood be saved and restored to its former glory?
Can
a Vampire and Wolf have a future together?

This
is the final book in the
Howl
And Growl Series.

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guaranteed exciting ending.











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Cloe
Cullen is a passionate paranormal romance writer and published
author. She has plans for many new books in the near future. Her
vision is to bring awesome entertainment to her readers. Wolves,
shifter cats, werebears, vampires and dragons are the stories she
tells best. While she is not furiously writing away under the big
shade tree out back, she is taking care of her rescue cats.







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